Sunday, January 29, 2012

History is often wrong,

but in our cowardliness we mortals give learned explanations of why its decrees were just, why what happened was inevitable, and why our noble dreams deserved to die.
(Amin Maalouf, Origins, 108)

Friday, January 27, 2012

A Sense of Space

New Jersey seemed so empty the first time round, especially coming from Singapore. Sure it might have the highest population density in the States, but it simply can't compare with East Asia.
Campus felt empty and spacious---as though there were room plenty enough for at least half as many again people---even when the semester is in full swing. It wasn't an unpleasant feeling, but it did feel strange.
Now it feels normal, and Singapore feels crowded. How are there always so many people, everywhere, all the time? It's not an unpleasant or uncomfortable feeling though; it just feels odd.
Of course nothing compares to the vast emptiness (empty vastness?) of that volcanic smouldering surrounded by the North Atlantic, where you can look out and see nothing but the mountains and the sky and the one road you're travelling on for dozens of miles at a stretch. Perfect for claustrophobics and introverts ... (maybe there is a link between the two after all.)

The Post-Apocalypse

The hills around Reykjavik were apparently once full of birch woods. But the woods disappeared less than a century after the Settlement began, having been turned into wood and charcoal for the growing number of Icelanders. Now the area, as is much of coastal Iceland, is largely a denuded, barren wasteland.
The southwest apparently used to be a centre of intensive agriculture--intensive by the standards of then anyway, before motorised farm vehicles and chemical fertilisers and all that jazz. Then Katla and Hekla covered the plains in lava and ash, and now there's only the odd farm here and there.
Is this what the world would look like after an environmental apocalypse [of the sort alarmists like to trumpet about]? A world of ice and of vast emptiness and of harsh, unpredictable weather. At least it's not without its beauty, and by no means unsurvivable. So, y'know, maybe everything will be alright after all, in the end. In its own way.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Completely. Unmotivated.

Moral of the story: listen to yourself and commit yourself to doing the one or two things that you really do want to do. Also there's probably a "crash after the sugar rush" element involved here. Go take a break and start afresh.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Think of a noun. Any noun.

Sen: Kedi
Nur: Köpek
Ani: Köpek
Huh. Well.

Saturday, January 07, 2012